Who am I?

Oh, hellloo there! So you are curios about who am I? Am glad, am glad!

I am someone who has fallen apart more than once and still showed up with a smile that convinced the world I was doing just fine.

I am made of contradictions.
Soft, yet unapologetically firm.
Independent, yet deeply human in my need for connection.
Grounded in logic, but ruled by emotion when it truly matters.

I carry grief gracefully. Some days it sits heavy, some days it fuels me.
I have loved deeply, trusted fiercely, and learned often the hard way that self-respect must come before attachment.

I am someone who stopped chasing.
Not people. Not validation. Not timelines that don’t belong to me.
I am someone who is learning to stand still and let what’s meant for me arrive without force.

I believe in growth, not perfection.
In kindness, even when empathy runs out.
In discipline, movement, and showing up for myself even on the days I don’t feel strong.

I am someone who builds ideas, routines, futures.
Someone who finds beauty in humanity and freedom in authenticity.
Someone who knows that healing isn’t linear, but it is worth it.

I am not who I used to be.
And I am not fully who I’m becoming yet.
But I am deeply, unmistakably me and for the first time, that feels enough.

You read all of that? Then you definitely know who I am 😊 But in an objective sense, I am Sreeja Gadhiraju, a Science Manager at the best university in Europe, a solo traveller who is lucky enough to say that she has been to 39 countries, an author, a fitness enthusiast, a woman in her thirties who was once diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, and above all… a simple human who finds her happiness in tiny little things and believes that life is nothing but an exchange of energy between the universe and oneself.

One response to “Who am I?”

  1. Your writing honestly feels like a warm hug and a deep breath for anyone who’s healing 💛 Soo proud of you, baby-this is beautiful and so you😍

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